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Wait how long would you wait
Just for me to call
I know you make mistakes
Yeah but
I hope some day you have it all
Cause i feel like a prisoner
Trapped inside your broken world
While i'm playing the victim again
Running in circles
To me it's all the same
And though nothing's gonna change
I hope someday you have it all

Take this aggravation that i've thrown myself into
Change this situation just cause i need something new

And still i feel like a prisoner
Trapped inside your broken world
While i'm playing the victim again
Running in circles
To me it's all the same
And though nothing's gonna change
I hope someday you have it all

If we could all depend
On what we know
If you could understand
I'm losing control
That i'm losing control
That i'm losing control
That i'm losing control

All Messed Up

Another day wasted out of time
I can't get out of this
Altered state of mind
I'm going overboard
My conscience meets decline
Into reality
I know this can't be fine
Chorus
Cause i'm all messed up
Making perfect nonsense
Drowning in my doubt
Cause i'm all messed up
Going nowhere fast but circles in my mind
So blind
Who are these voices in my head
I can't go on like this
Living like the dead
I haven't slept so long
Feeling sad i dread
I'm talking to myself
Forgot what i just said
Repeat chorus
Well i hold my only enemy as closely as a friend
And i sold my own reality to further my descent
Self-destruction taking over it's so easy to pretend
Introduction to this nightmare may never end
Can anyone help me drag my heels
I'm running overtime
I can't hold down my meals
My mind is racing by
Staring blankly feels
Like pulling out my teeth
While this engine winds
Repeat chorus

All She's Got

This place reminds me of,
A time that’s way too old.
These thoughts have gathered up the memories unfold.
But for now i don’t see what’s so wrong with pretending
It’s true i thought you knew.

Believe her, it’s all she’s got to pass the time
Believe her, it’s over now she’s passed her prime.
Believe her, it’s all she’s got to keep things right
Believe her it’s all she’s got it’s all she’s got.
It’s all she’s got, it’s all she’s got.

These days keep getting worse i’m wasting all my time.
I thought i’d come in first, instead i fell behind.
I don’t know, i don’t know if i can keep this up to long.
It seems most every time my motives are all wrong
But for now i don’t see what’s so wrong with pretending
It’s true i thought you knew.

Believe her, it’s all she’s got to pass the time
Believe her, it’s over now she’s passed her prime.
Believe her, it’s all she’s got to keep things right
Believe her it’s all she’s got it’s all she’s got.

It’s times like this, but time’s run out
It’s times like this, but time’s run out
It’s times like this, but time’s run out
It’s times like this, i want to,

Believe her, it’s all she’s got to pass the time
Believe her, it’s over now she’s passed her prime.
Believe her, it’s all she’s got to keep things right
Believe her it’s all she’s got it’s all she’s g

Angels With Dirty Faces

I need this to get me through
Can't resist and don't want to
Believe it i know it's true
I can't beat and don't want to try

Perfect hell

It's more to me than you ever will know
Down here where the rest of us fell
Waste away with nothing left to show
While i'm in this perfect hell

Obsession has begun
Possessed by destruction
How did i get so low
Believe me no one knows
Sometimes i can't hold on
And no one can help me

Now it's got a hold of me
I don't think i can make it through this
Now it's got a hold of me
The less i do the more it makes no sense

I'm walking pollution who's drained by delusions
On the verge of destruction i cave in to abduction
Thin blood i'm bleeding my pulse won't stop racing
Just my heart explodes

No chance that i could win
Too hard to not give in
I just don't feel the same
Cause i'm the one to blame
Sometimes i can't hold on
And no one can help me

Now it's got a hold of me
I don't think i can make it through this
Now it's got a hold of me
The less i do the more it makes no sense

I need this to be myself
It feels like i need some help
It's too late to save myself
Or it's just in my head

Now it's got a hold of me
I don't think i can make it through this
Now it's got a hold of me
The less i do the more it makes no sense

Now it's got a hold of me
I don't think i can make it through this
Now it's got a hold of me
The less i do the more it makes no sense

Asshole

You look like ass you smell like shit
So why are you such a dick.
You walk around like youre the tits
You always make me sick.
Bound for agony,
Your lifes catastrophe.
You look like ass you smell like shit
So why are you such a dick.
You walk around like youre the tits
You always make me sick.
Bound for agony,
Your lifes catastrophe
Youre an asshole
Youre an asshole
You make me sick

Best Of Me

It's so hard to say that I'm sorry i'll make everything alright
All these things that i've done now what have i become and where'd i go wrong
I dont mean to hurt just to put you first i wont tell you lies (I'm sorry)
I will stand accused with my hand on my heart, i'm just trying to say;

I'm sorry, it's all that i can say
You mean so much and i'd fix all that i've done, if i could start again
I'd throw it all away, to the shadows of regrets and you would have the best of me

I know that i can't take back all of the mistakes but i will try
Although it's not easy i know you believe me cause i would not lie

Don't believe their lies, told from jealous eyes they don't understand (I'm sorry)
I won't break your heart, i won't bring you down, but i will have to say;

I'm sorry, it's all that i can say
You mean so much and i'd fix all that i've done, if i could start again
I'd throw it all away, to the shadows of regrets and you would have the best of me

I'm sorry, it's all that i can say
You mean so much and i'd fix all that i've done, if i could start again
I'd throw it all away, to the shadows of regrets and you would have the best of me

Billy Spleen

I'm heading for the end
On top of this bullsh** i don't want to hear it.
I found my way again.
It's hard to explain it i know that i hate it
I don't feel this could be real.
I find so hard i'm falling apart
So much so much for what for what we said.
No matter what i say, you turn your back away.
It's never going to break you,
It's never going to make you fall.
No matter what i say, you turn your back away.
It's never going to break you,
It's never going to make you fall.
This fake reality
I never can make up the time that you take up.
It's my worst enemy.
I'm on a mission to feed my addiction.
So sick of thoughts so empty.
It's well overflowed i'm bound to explode.
So much so much for what for what we said.
No matter what i say, you turn your back away.
It's never going to break you,
It's never going to make you fall.
No matter what i say, you turn your back away.
It's never going to break you,
It's never going to make you fall.
Somehow between the lines it's clearer
Locked down and chained up to the mirror.
Somehow between the lines it's clearer
Locked down it takes apart of me.
I'm heading for the end
On top of this bullsh** i don't want to hear it.
I found my way again.
It's hard to explain it i know that i hate it
I don't feel this could be real.
I find so hard i'm falling apart
So much so much for what for what we said.
No matter what i say, you turn your back away.
It's never going to break you,
It's never going to make you fall.
No matter what i say, you turn your back away.
It's never going to break you,
It's never going to make you fall.

Confusion And Frustration In Modern Times

Up in smoke pop goes the culture
The tension blew it up
While choking from a bleeding ulcer
We eventually thew it up
So what went wrong
Where's the voice of reason
It's long gone
We lost it long ago

Apathy plus-sized filled the void of motivation
I can hardly breathe at all

Confusion's
All i see
Frustration
Surrounds me
Solutions
Bid farewell
Sedation
What the hell

I drove the mirror to the past
To find what i was looking for
The bleeding heart of broken glass
Is all i've got and nothing more regrets
Short of no correction
Paid my debts
To anxiety

The iron lung collapse
From the pressure and the swelling
I can hardly breathe at all

Confusion's
All i see
Frustration
Surrounds me
Solutions
Bid farewell
Sedation
What the hell

Confusion's
All i see
Frustration
Surrounds me
Solutions
Bid farewell

Sedation
What the hell

Dead end roads
And warning signs
Destination nowhere
In sight

Divided we stand
Together we fall
There isn't a god
That can save us all

So don't pray on your knees
Just beg on your hands
There is no belief
In this promised land

Divided we stand
Together we fall
There isn't a god
That can save us all

So don't pray on your knees
Just beg on your hands
There is no belief
In this promised land

There is no belief

Confusion's
All i see
Frustration
Surrounds me
Solutions
Bid farewell
Sedation
What the hell

Confusion's
All i see
Frustration
Surrounds me
Solutions
Bid farewell
Sedation
What the hell

Count Your Last Blessings

Last call for regrets and defeat
To finish the bottle full of empty dreams
Punch - drunk head and straight out of line
Another excuse with no alibi
Hitchin' on the road of decline
With no name streets and no vital signs
I pissed away the best of me and
No one can help me!

I'm misery's best friend
Dead beat on a dead-end
A bag full of regrets and i'm coming clean
The self-elect resident reject
A bad habit
Don't forget that you better
Count your last blessings
I fell off the wagon
I'm chasing six feet
And now i'm running out of time

My hands are tied
And nailed to the cross
I'm looking for all the composure i lost
I'm petulant with a bad attitude
A poster-child vision of wasted youth
I dodged the book and found the key
I can't say the same for dignity
I pissed away the best of me and
No one can help me

I'm misery's best friend
Dead beat on a dead-end
A bag full of regrets and i'm coming clean
The self-elict resident reject
A bad habit
Don't forget that you better
Count your last blessings
I fell off the wagon
I'm chasing six feet
And now i'm running out of time

Now i'm my own enemy
I don't hear you now
Perfect tragedy
God bless us denial
[x2]

I'm misery's best friend
Dead beat on a dead-end
A bag full of regrets and i'm coming clean
The self-elict resident reject
A bad habit
Don't forget that you better
Count your last blessings
I fell off the wagon
I'm chasing six feet
And now i'm running out of time
[x2]

Dear Father

I addressed this letter to "dear father"
I know you is complete unknown
I guess it's better you don't bother
All our truth should be left alone
Be left alone
Be left alone

I learned all the things you never showed me
Took the chances you'd blown
And to this day, the one and only,
You'd remain complete unknown

You're out there somewhere,
But i don't know if you care, at all,
It seems that you don't
It's as if the day will never come,
So you remain a complete unknown

So many years i've been ignored,
You'd been gone without a trace

I'm getting used to knowing you're just a name without a face
Without a face
Without a face.

You're out there somewhere,
But i don't know if you care, at all,
It seems that you don't
It's as if the day will never come,
So you remain a complete unknown

I addressed this letter to "dear father"
I know you is complete unknown
I guess it's better you don't bother
All our truth should be left alone

You're out there somewhere,
But i don't know if you care, at all,
It seems that you don't
It's as if the day will never come,
So you remain a complete unknown